Audition

I tell my friend I have a job interview. I don't tell them I have an audition. I tell them I have an interview, that's it.

When I go to my acting class I tell them I am going to the gym. I know it says something about me too. But I wish that they would consider acting a profession. Just only if it is for one day in the week. Just for one day they can say. Great job! I love to work with numbers, but kudo's to you. I go to three job interviews and then get a job. You have to go to over a hundred and then if you are lucky you have a three day gig.

That and you have all the same non- disclosure agreements. Still I am definitely not complaining. I was hoping to book something soon in the Atlanta or somewhere further away from home.

Need to get a job first though. My friends often say if you fail in everything in life become an actor. And here I am. A failure and absolute and utter failure in life. But I am here and my heart is beating so that is one thing I rock at. You can not stop that ricketick of mine.  Hook's crocodile would definitely be jealous of my tick. Because I am definitely ticking. Tick tick tick. You hear it. My heart is beating. It is beating so I can be here with you today. My heart is beating for you! I tell you that is what it is. I am alive so that today at this moment. Right here right now you can see I am alive and ticking.