So you probably would not have thought it, but I used to live in a nunnery. I was never interested in boys or girls and I felt like I was living in a different dimension and that in life I am asleep and unconscious about things. Yet, life teaches you to find yourself and to realize that we are all .... quite the man or woman in the rough. I spend my life learning to listen working in nature: growing plants. The world outside. Outside the nunnery was nothing I could have imagined. I never thought people could be so much focused on wanting. What is there to want. If you can learn, and grow food and make all you could need from our garden why want to go anywhere else. Unfortunately the nunnery closed. People were not so much interested in wash nuts. I still wash my laundry with wash nuts. We had an acre full of those. I was in charge of picking them and bagging them for our little store. Do you use wash nuts. I hope you will. It is a natural soap and there is no need for plastic. You can just compost them you know. I miss my compost heap. I worked 12 years on getting the heap to that size and then we had to leave. I want to be a gardener and I want my nunnery back. I never wanted anything in my life, but now that I am in the world outside I have started wanting. I am not sure if I like it. Maybe I should become a Buddhist; they still have nunneries.
